Mind games.
I think I’m afraid. Afraid to try. Afraid to fail. Afraid to fall straight on my face. I really believe I can do this but I need the push. I don’t know why I’m like this but I know I have the ambition. It’s burning under me. It’s like a fire. I want to grow up and have a job that properly provides for my family. I’m scared that if I try this and spend too much time, I’ll be behind and regret my decision. I can somehow do both (try my dreams and go for something more realistic at the same time) but I’m so hesitant. I think I’m at a standstill because I’m so much in confusion. I have to get my head on straight and just go for it and leave all my options open.
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